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Good days and Bad days


There are bad days and good days. There are days when we are so tired after doing household chores and handling office work at the same time and also handling a two year old kid. No doubt kids teach you a lot every day and so does my nephew BabyKiyaan but on some days he is so rigid and throws tantrums that pisses me off and makes me tired. He is the one who never complains if we ask him to stay somewhere because of some situation. When I cry he wipes my tears and shouts at me to not cry. He hugs me and comforts me saying he is there. Yes a two year old kid understands a lot than we adults can even think of. So days will be there when he will piss you off and won’t let you do any work, but some days he would be so happy and in mood and these pictures reflect how much happy he is in his own company. I love him no doubt and I hope he always remember as his best aunt. He has taught me a lot in these two years and five months and time will come when I have to part ways and we both will be living in different countries where meeting him everyday won’t be possible. No matter what, for me you will always remain my Chotu. Love you and God Bless you with an amazing future.

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I miss you Maa


Even after being busy the whole day and being tired by the end of the day, I don’t feel like to sleep. It’s 1:18am and I am wide awake Maa. It’s been a week since you left me, but nothing seems to work. Tried a few ways to divert my mind, but no luck. Do you get it Maa! I am so use to seeing you, talking to you, being around you that I can’t stop thinking about you. Maa, from tomorrow my new journey is going to begin and remember you were part of it, but now I have to start without you. I know you are there for me and will always look upon me, but I miss your touch. I miss you holding my hands, when you feel alone, I will miss walking next you, showing you the world, you had been waiting for so long! I am sorry, I couldn’t fulfill your dream a little bit early. I have people around me to make me feel good, but as of now the only thing that will make me happy is seeing you. I miss you Maa. I wish, I could do something to get you back, but thats not possible. Maa, wherever you are, I pray you stay healthy and happy. We all miss your presence a lot and I request you to be there for me whenever I become weak, which nowadays I get a lot. Wherever I go, be it a Mall or the salon or anywhere, I miss you because you were my partner everywhere. I don’t know when will I recover from the fact that you won’t be there physically with me anymore. You won’t be calling me everyday to ask how I am or you won’t be able to feed me the yummy food cooked by you. It’s very difficult to live without you being around and comforting me that I am there for you.

I love you Maa and more than that I miss you.

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Come back Maa


I have no words to write this post. There might be many mistakes while writing this post and I don’t bother about it as of now. This post is dedicated to my mom, my support system, my friend, my life who left me forever. My pillar of strength, my friend who was there for me always, my mom passed away on this Tuesday 10-04-2018.

I love you mom and you left me when I needed you the most. You promised me to be there always. How could you leave me then? We talked right? I asked you when you were lying on the bed with so many different tubes attached to your body “Do you want anything? Is anyone hurting you here? Are you feeling hungry? Should I feed you? Do you want some water? And you confirmed me saying a Yes, I am fine. I need nothing. I asked you to take rest and you said Yes, trying to smile. I know you wanted to talk a lot at that time, but it was important for you to rest. I know you were feeling alone inside, but I wanted you to be healthy soon so that we could both explore the new life of mine together.

As soon as I left the ICU, in a few seconds, the doctor called me inside saying something that scared the shit out of me. He asked me to wait outside for the next fifteen minutes. He called us back again, but this time with a news that was going to change my life forever. He told me she is no more, you can see her for the last time if you want to. You know Maa, all I was hoping that this is a bad dream and it will end soon. But, no it did not. I want you here mom. Please. I want you back. There were so many things we had decided to do, and now what am I going to do without you? Yes, I am weak now. Because you were my strong support. Today, I was going through your stuff, your old pictures in my phone, our trips together, our memories Maa, I was crying everytime and in my mind, I was begging you to come back in my life. It’s difficult to do things alone without you. I need you so much, I can’t even express. I miss you a lot. Love you.

Maa, you will be remembered always and I hope wherever you are, you rest in peace. I miss you a lot. You were one of the strong pillars of my life because of whom, I was surviving happily. I don’t know, how will I manage without you. Love you. You are the biggest loss of my life and I can never come out of it.

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You will be always remembered Srideviji


I got up today to a very shocking and a devastating news of the sudden demise of legendary actress Sridevi due to cardiac arrest. At first, I couldn’t believe what I heard or read on various social media sites. I hoped that this news turns out to be a rumor, but that just didn’t happen. She was no more and every Indian, every fan of hers had to accept that.

Since I was a kid, I have watched many movies of her like Mr India, Chalbaaz, Sadma (which is one of my favorite movies), Judaai and many more and I have thoroughly enjoyed every movie of hers. She is one of the few actresses, I admire and look up to.

We lost one of the biggest Bollywood icons, superstar, greatest legend. She will be missed a lot and remembered always. Rest in Peace Srideviji.

One of my favourite songs of her film Sadma

Zindagi Gale laga le

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Happy Valentines Day


With your entry in my life ❤️,

My family picture seems to complete now☺️.

Your presence irritates me at times 😤,

But your absence always makes me feel sad and empty within 😒.

The tea ☕️that you make😀,

The food 🍲that you cook,

Not only fills my stomach,

But also fills my heart with more respect and love for you😘.

Thanks for coming into my life👫.

And making it more beautiful 😗🙂🙃😁.

Heta Gala Naidu

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Things I feel my BabyKiyaan had!


Hi friends,
I am back! So right now I am making tea  for myself and I am missing my two years old nephew #BabyKiyaan a lot because usually he is the one who makes tea for me! Yes yes I am not lying, but exaggerating a bit😝. But mind you he does help me in making the tea as he wants me to make him sit on the kitchen platform whenever I am making it and give all the ingredients that needs to be in vessel for making tea. Sometimes I have to clean the kitchen platform five times ☹️ because of the spices spilled around or milk, sometimes I have to drink a small cup of tea with 1 tablespoon of tea masala (spices) in it because my baby loves adding ingredients again and again  so much that I need to divert him to take the spoon out of his hands 🤣😅. He even keeps his favourite movie Baahubali on hold to just make tea for me. You have no idea how much Baahubali means to him 🤨😉.
Right now he is enjoying in Goa with his parents and I am missing him a lot. Sob Sob 😢
 On the other hand, I or even I can say many of you might feel that our childhood times was way better than today’s generation kids. I am talking about the era of 90’s when there were no cellphones, not every household had color TV( including mine ), listening songs on radio. I mean it was so simple. Basically, I miss a few things and I wish my Baby Kiyaan had that kind of start in his life. I will list down some of them below.
 The biggest thing that I feel is today every kid is glued to cellphones so much that they miss out the fun of outdoor activities 😏. I mean my baby is just two years old, but he knows how to open You Tube and browse the videos 🤔. I mean he has his favourite list too! I as a child use to have strict timings for watching TV and we weren’t allowed to watch for more than an hour a day or even touch the remote!
The next thing is food. My mother didn’t have to struggle to make us eat. I have two  siblings and still it wasn’t tough for her. Initially we use to live in a joint family and we use to sit down on the floor to eat. Today, it’s a task to make a child eat. We literally have to run behind them, then give them their favourite thing to do so that we can feed him. Phew 😓!
Cartoons! What’s with Motu Patlu cartoon 😣. I don’t know how kids like to watch that cartoon, but the fact is fact and so does my BabyKiyaan enjoys watching Motu Patlu. Though he isn’t a fan of this cartoon, but he still likes to watch. In our times, there use to be Tom and Jerry, Donald Duck and such cartoons were way better than what kids like to watch today!
Today’s kids are taught to be competitive at a very young age. I mean we never had playgroups! Seriously, I still don’t  get the idea of kids entering into playgroup. They play with other kids, watch You Tube for nursing rhymes and a parent has to pay lakhs of money for that thing! Believe me, we were taught all those things free of cost at home and we had great teachers like Grandparents, uncles and obviously our own parents for all those things 🙂😌. We use to play a lot down our building like cricket, badminton, football and now it’s a task to find a place to play in our society because of all the parked cars 😒🙁.
No doubt, I love my Kiyaan a lot and no words would be enough to describe my insane love for him 😅. He does give us hard time sometimes, but he is a true gem, a pure soul and he doesn’t know how much his hug makes our soul feel better. I do miss many things for him and wanted him to have that experience where there was no cellphone, no color TV and only humans actual present mattered! Though technology has helped people in many ways today, to stay in touch who live far far away, to get things way too quickly but it does have its own disadvantages which I feel is not good. So does somebody feels the same way or is it only me 🧐. Anyways for now bye bye. Do pass your comments and let me know what your thoughts 🙂.
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Last post of the year


So today is the last day of the year 2017 and a goodbye post is needed 😋

Well, I am appreciative for many wonderful things that happened this year and I learnt from some bad happenings that took place this year. Anyways, we all learn from our bad experiences and so did I!

Starting with the first month of this year, I surprised my husband by a small ring size tattoo that I made on my ring finger 😍.

Hepra here means initials of our names and this name was given to us by our friends 🤩🤓😉

Then moving on to the month July, after lots of planning, I finally went on for a trip with my family to one of my favourite destinations in India- Kodaikanal 😄. It was such a wonderful trip and this place will never bore me 🙂. Totally in love with this place 😍. Well I got to go to this place twice this year, one was in March with my husband and another was July like I said earlier 🙂🙂🙂 Lucky me ! 😅😋🙂

( A happy family picture 🙂 )

The next beautiful thing was a small trip to Ahmedabad as I worked non-stop for months with no breaks even on weekends, so this small Diwali trip to Ahmedabad was much needed and was pretty amazing 🙂.

The last best thing that happened was bestest of all and that was the pleasant surprise my husband gave me of Singapore trip 😀😍😘. I cannot describe in words the experience I had and the excitement that I had within me, as it was my first international trip 😃.

Now it would be wrong if I don’t mention my nephew here who made my each day and every month wonderful merely by his presence 😘. He is the real joy of my life who has made sure that his aunt is not alone when she is stressed or sad. He not only was part of my happiness, but whenever I have felt low or too much stressed, talking to him, embracing him in my arms worked like a dose that instantly calms me 😇. Baby Kiyaan, your Maasi loves you a lot and is thankful to God and obviously my sister 😜 for bringing you into our lives.

( Happy WE )

Well, one news that shattered us was our closest friend death news. We still can’t believe that he is no more between us. We miss you Tarun 😒 and especially when we are in Chennai, you would be the one who entertained us and made our stay in Chennai more pleasant.

All in all, I thank God 😇 for the wonderful year, my husband 😘 for being supportive whenever I am busy and for the ultimate birthday surprise, my family 😘 for being there always for me and special thanks to Baby Kiyaan 😘😘 for keeping his aunt sanity in check. Goodbye 2017 👐🏼and Welcome 2018 ✋🏻 with new hopes, new projects, and also I intend to blog more this year. Hope to get regular with my blog this year which I missed out in 2017 😐.